It's me! When I was little. Even back then I was into fashion and dressing up and all that. It's obvious I'm destined to become a fashion designer, if you think about it. Off to go watch some random Youtube videos for fun - even though I should be sleeping since there's school tomorrow.

I'm a little late telling this story, but here goes:

The other day during lunch in school I was sitting with my friends TJ, Brittney, and Megan. Brittney is being harassed by this one kid in our school, Max. He's like calling her a man, ugly, fat, etc - it's really quite horrible because Brit is an awseome person.
So anyway, Max comes up for the millionth time that lunch period as he always does on A Days and drops off a nasty note/picture for Brit to read.
This millionth time that he walked up the other day, TJ got pissed.
He stood up and was all like, "Cracker, go back to your seat!"
It was SOOOO funny! Everyone at our table was hysterically laughing after that.
For those that don't know, cracker is like the name for white people. You know, like nigga/nigger (I'm not calling ANYONE that. I'm just saying. No offence is meant to anyone by that word.) is the word for black people.
So like usually only black people call white people cracker, but now TJ just called another white person a cracker - it was hilariously funny. Because he just got upset and said that out of no where.
I can not even BEGIN to describe just how funny it really was. You HAD to be there to really, really understand.
Anyway, now I'm laughing my ass off again. Good times, good times...

Apologies for not posting in a few days now. I have totally forgotten about this blog. Between the monsoon, school, and everything else I have been swamped lately.
I will try to post more, though. I swear it.

Most of the schools in the Virginia Beach area have been closed today. Guess why? Major Monsoon going on outside! Google it. Not going to explain that one.
So, like, anyway it's raining outside like crazy. It's been raining since all day yesterday, non-stop, and it's still raining now.
It got so bad even my dad got off work today!
It's flooded in post parts of my neighboorhood now, in fact, most of Virginia Beach is flooded. How perfectly wonderful.
This is almost as bad as the time we had a Tropial Storm/Hurriane Ernesto or whatever the hurricane's name was - although that storm was pretty facking awseome - me and Kourtni wanted it to keep going! Lmao.
I guess it would be pretty cool for this monsoon to keep going - other than the fact I want animal crackers and there are no more left in the house and the Dollar Store is all the way across town!
BTW, the Dollar Store is the only place I can go to find the animal crackers I like.
Besides that, we can't even go anywhere really, anyways. It's flooded, as I said!
It would be pretty cool if there's no school tomorrow either because of the mosoon still going - that would make a five day weekend. We had Wednesday off (Veteran's Day), today (monsoon), then hopefully tomorrow (monsoon still going), then of course Saturday and Sunday because they're the normal weekend days. Now that would be lucky indeed :D
I'm off to go record some awseome footage of this monsoon and what not. Maybe everyone will get lucky and I'll post some footage on here at some point today. IF you get lucky :P

Still feeling sick today. Have all the same symptoms I already listed in my last post - except now I'm pretty sure I also have a fever.
My mom still made me go to school today, though. Thankfully I made it through the whole school day without having to go to the nurse or something.
My cough has gotten a bit worse, also.

Anywho, obviously no school this Wednesday. Veteran's Day. Yay for a day off. I love getting days off of school. But, then again, who is their right mind doesn't?

I feel like death re-incarnated. I'm sick. Have been since last night. Been sleeping all day, although waking up every two hours or so. Have only gotten out of bed to help my mom sort some of our VHS tapes, and just an hour ago to get a little something to eat since I hadn't eaten anything in about 24 hours.
My throat hurts like hell; I keep coughing almost every time I move; every bone, muscle, or otherwise is majorly beyond sore; I have a really bad headache, too.
Worst part is that I still have to go to school tomorrow no matter how I'm feeling - I've already missed too many days this semester.
I'm going back to bed now. Beyond tired still, despite how I've been sleeping almost constantly the past 24 hours or so.
I definitely hope I'm feeling a bit better tomorrow. I hate being sick.

This is just a picture I took when I was sitting outside of my school at around 2:10pm EST waiting for my mom to pick me up. I'm actually looking at my friend Derek in that picture. He was sitting beside me. Yeah, I had a little mini-photoshoot while I was holding a conversation with him. Lol. This is the only picture I kept from the "photoshoot", though. I didn't like the way the rest of the pictures looked. Also, beware - no make up in this picture. I didn't feel like putting any on this morning. Too tired and am just over the whole getting up early, going to school, homework thing. It's so boring. Well, the learning part is at least. It's fun getting to be with all my friends and stuff.

I haven't posted since Halloween...dang...I usually post a lot more than that.
I haven't really had anything to post about though. Unless you want to hear about how boring school is, how I keep having boys hit on me during school, how I've been fighting with my mom (but we always make-up the same day), and just stupid things like that. Which, by the way, would probably bore 99% of you to sleep.
So yeah, I'll spare you :)

I'm soooo bored. I didn't go to school today because I didn't finish my report last night. And if I went to school today without the report I would have gotten a zero on it. I finally did finish my report though, so now I have to turn it in/present it on Wednesday. I also had to finish my make-up algebra homework that's due on Wednesday as well. All I have left is some world history homework I had to do over the weekend.

Anyone who actually reads this blog knows that two days ago (friday, october 23rd) me and my BBBFFF Kourtni went to my school's homecoming dance. It was totally fun. We partied it up! Lol. But yeah, it was fun. I saw some people I knew, also. Said hi to a few other people. But me and Kourtni left an hour early because we got tired and slightly bored. Anyway, that's a picture we took. Sorry it's blurry. We were both laughing and my hand was already shaking to begin with.

It is currently almost 7:30am, and although this is a lot later than I normally wake-up on a school day, I wish to death I was still sleeping. I'm not really all that tired, I'm just in one of those moods, you know? Well, maybe you don't know. Oh well.
Everyone in my family is getting ready for that reinlistment ceramony I told you about in my post yesterday. In my opinion, this ceramony sounds super boring. In fact, I bet you anything it will be boring. Guess it's a good thing I have friends brave enough to text during class - so I'll have some people to text.
Homecoming tonight, as I'm sure anyone who has been reading my posts knows already. I think my mom is thinking about taking me out to get my hair professionally done. I want it curled, just because it would be something different from my normal look - as if dying my hair wasn't different enough. Lol.
PS: I just took that picture. Sorry it's so dark, I have my lamp set to the lowest setting and my curtains are closed - plus I didn't want the flash on because it's too bright and I was still adjusting to being awake. You might be able to kinda tell that I've dyed my hair - but I'll have better pictures later so you can see the color better. I promise :)

So today was all good. Got up after waking up multiple times the night before - but that's nothing new. Went to school. It was fine, as always. Corey sat with me and my other friends at lunch today - very awseome.
The day was perfectly fine and normal. Untill right after school.
Today was the day I made up my missed PE work. To make it up I had to walk a mile. Like, I know people are like whatever. That's not that bad. For those of us with knee problems, who hate the cold weather, hate walking a lot, and get bored easily - it sucks. Big time, mother chuckers.
Thankfully my dad agreed to walk the mile with me - since he was there with me to make sure I made up my PE work properly.
Another good point is on the way home my dad stopped and let me spend the 5 dollars he had just paid me on food from Wendy's. I facking j'adore the fast food place, for anyone who didn't know.
But like, by the time I was done walking the mile (that's 4 times around the track, in case you didn't know) I was about to pass out. I was ready to just hit the ground and everything. Pass. Out. No lie. Lol.

So, yeah. Anyway, now me and my mommy are about to go out shopping :)

*Pictures were taken two days ago. I meant to post them yesterday, but my dad had my laptop. Better late than never, I guess! :)*

I cam home from school a bit early yesterday. I felt about ready to throw up...thankfully, I never did! I hate throwing up, along with coughing and a lot of other stuff. Lol. I seriously fell alseep sometime before, I think, 5pm. Then woke up again around 7pm, then again at almost 1am. And then I finally woke up again at around 6am (a little over an hour ago), but this time I'm staying up fo good. I'm currently watching The Clique (movie), drinking lemonade, and eating ritz peanut butter crackers. All at 7am on a Saturday morning. I need to find something to do...like fast. Lmao. Peace, darlings!

Helping my mom bake like 8 different kinds of breads and muffins for my younger siblings' school carnival thiny tomorrow.
We're still only on the first one, which means we'll be up all night baking.
But I'm not complaining. I want to help my mom, I don't want to go to bed anyway, I love to bake, and it means I also get to watch my mom try to figure out how to use the new camera she just bought a few hours ago.
BTW, I'm typing this from my mom's laptop. For some reason my dad decided to take MY laptop to work with him. Which I really, REALLY hate because now I wont get to use my own laptop untill sometime tomorrow...maybe. I just wish people could at least ask before taking my laptop. I am trying to work on Poison Magazine, Poison Fashion Week, and getting a new Poison Media Management website open on Freewebs...but now I'm behind by a lot because I couldn't get on my laptop to do anything today. Which sucks, because now I'll be late opening/releasing all these things. Ugh...

Anyway, off to go bake some more. Toodles, biotchs :)

I got my first cell phone violation in school today. And it wasn't even my fault. My "friend" Katherine, who I sit next to in 4th Block on B Days (Intro to Design) took my cell phone out of my back jeans pocket and started texting someone or checking something online or whatever, and then when I was trying to put the phone back into my pocket the teacher chose that exact momment to look over.
So instead of Katherine getting in trouble, I did. Because it was my phone and she only saw me with it. So then the teacher took my phone away.
The punishment for having a phone on, in use, or on display during school hours on school grounds is that you can't pick your phone up from the school's main office untill after school the next day (which means they keep your phone for 24 hours), only your parent/guardian can pick up the phone. And I could quite possibly get 1 day of ISS (in school suspension), which if I do get it, means I'll be in ISS on Monday.
Basically, I'm getting punished for something my so-called friend did. How annoying and sucky. I just really hope I don't get ISS because that goes on my permenant school record - which would be bad come looking into/applying to colleges time.

Just another regular day. Nothing really to report. Except the fact yesterday I got my laptop and phone taken away for the second time in the past two weeks for multiple reasons. I need to get my act together because I hate being punished, especially when the punishment has anything to do with my electronics. But then again, what normal teenage girl my age wouldn't hate getting her phone taken away for a whole day or more? Haha.
Anywho, like I said, nothing momentous happened today. Just school, tons of homework since I missed two days of school because I was sick, and helping Kourtni find people to be in the band she wants to start.
Hope everyone is having a good day, though. The weekend is almost upon us again! Woo. Lmao.

Today I was not at school, and instead was at a 5-hour long appointment with the therapist I started going to last year, and also my family's doctor was there.
For the past two years it has become obvious I suffer from something along the lines of Depression or Bipolar Disorder, or etc.
And today's appointment was to find out exactly what disorder/disease so I could be treated for it. And the results are: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I don't really feel like sitting here and explaining what it is, so go Google it, fuckers. I'm not gonna waste my time typing something when you could just find out about it yourself.

Anyway, bet many of you would have never even guessed I suffer from any type of personality/emotional disorder. You thought wrong. There are a lot of things people don't know about me or my life. A lot of things happened in the past two years that no one could begin to understand. And a lot of things I don't plan on ever sharing with any of you. So that's that.

Here is a little bit more information about my school classes, as promised in the post with my schedule.

A Day:
English 9 - The English curriculum is based on the following units; Writing Portfolio Overview, The Short Story, The Novel, Nonfiction, Poetry, The Epic, and Drama.
Algebra 1 - It is designed to help students understand the basic structure of algebra and acquire proficiency in applying algebraic concepts and skills. Topics include equations, inequalities, polynomails, statistics, functions, graphs, and systems of equations.
World History/Geo 1 - Historical development of Western and non-Western cultures from the Prehistoric to the Renaissance.

B Day:
Health & Gym 1 - Focuses of the development of complex movement skills, cognitive understanding of movement principles, and the development of personal fitness plans.
Earth Science - Oceanography, Geology, Astronomy, Meteorology, Enviromental Issues.
Intro to Design 1 - The study of interior, fashion, and landscape design. Will focus on the basics of what needs to be done to complete a certain design.

At my high school we have A Days and B Days (For those of you that don't know what those are you can contact me via Stardoll and I'll explain). So here is my schedule:

A Days:
Block 1A - English 9, Watson, Room 945
Block 2A - Algebra 1, Pangilinan, Room 712
Block 3A - Lunch/Study, Dias, Room 214
Block 4A - World History/Geo 1, Campbell, Room 211

B Days:
Block 1B - Health & PE 1, Moore, Room 503
Block 2B - Earth Science, Doan, Room 405
Block 3B - Lunch/Study, Brown, P-4 (Portable 4)
Block 4B - Intro to Design 1, Hendricks, 300B

And that's not even lncluding all the different clubs and shit I signed up for. I have drama, yearbook commitee, track, and band. But band wont be starting untill the middle of the school year.
And I also have activities I signed up for that have nothing to do with school. I go to the local rec center for swimming lessons (I know how to swim, I'm just working at getting better and faster), I take ballet at a center all the way across town, and me and a few of my friends are setting up a local charity too.

So yeah, I am definitely a lot more busy now that school has started. But I suppose that's a good thing, too. I wont have time to be bored those very rare ocassions when I am.

Today was my first day of school. First day is a new school. First day of being in high school (9th grade, I'm a Freshman).
And as far as first days go, it was really good. I saw and talked to a bunch of my old friends, made a couple new friends, and made it to all my classes on time - except for my first period class.
Unfortunatly my bus to take me to school was late getting to the school after it made all the stops because it was raining and there was traffic, so the rain acctualy added to the traffic. But I was only late for my first class by less than 5 minutes, and since it wasn't my fault I obviously didn't get marked Late.
And then me and a few of my friends missed our bus to go home because we didn't get a chance to talk throughout the whole day. So as soon as the Release bell rang we met up in the halls and got to talking, next thing we know we've missed out busses. Haha. That's so us. But I am home now - I had to call Ethan to come pick me up since his school day was the only one that ended before mine.
Speaking of Ethan, oddly enough him and I are friends now. You would think after the way our relationship ended we wouldn't even speak to each other. But yeah, we do. We are texting each other all the time now. But I am staying purely friends with him, that's for sure.
Maybe within the next few posts I'll share some more info about my school and schedule, you know, stuff like that.