The darkness has been closing in slowly
Soon it will be pitch black
I will only see the horrible parts of this life
I will only see reality
There will be no more faking it
No more calm smiles and nice words
There will be no incentive to keep up with that
The darkness is surrounding me
I can only pray I will make it out alive
I can only hope someone will come and save me
I can only hope God is real

*Written by me and only me. Steal and face my wrath, bitches.

Remember when pokemon was the shiz
Remember wanting a Furbie for your birthday?
Remember jamming out to Britney Spears?
Remember wakeing up early to watch cartoons?
Remember when school was worth going to?
Remember going to the park to actually play?
Remember when "What Ev" was cool to say?
Remember the side pony tail?
Remember when only skinned knee hurt?
Remember when the worse thing a boy can do was give you cooties?
Remember when mommy was your hero and you were daddys little princess?
Remember playing outside all day?
Remember Limited Too?
Remember when kids got together in the street and ran around all day?
I miss those days.

Do you remember when...
Your best friend becomes your worst enemy.
Your boyfriend becomes a prick.
Lollipops turn into cigarettes.
The innocent ones turn into bitches.
Homework goes in the trash.
Cell phones are being used in class.
Detention becomes suspension.
Soda becomes vodka.
Bikes become cars.
Undies turn into g-strings.
Kisses turn into seex.
Remember when...
Getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings, race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was only a card game, the only drug you knew was cough medicine.
Wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut.
The only things that hurt you were skinned knees.
Goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
...And we couldn't wait to grow up.. .

I wanna get up outta this place
Fly away someplace where the grass is greener
Where no one judges you
Where you can be yourself all the time
I just wanna get out of here
Time to move my ass to a new place
I can't deal with this anymore
I have to keep putting up with it, though
Can't give up yet
Tomorrow is a new day
So let us see what the sun will bring with it
I need some more time to decide
Decide if getting away will work out
If it is really the right choice

-Poem written by moi. DO NOT STEAL. DO NOT USE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. I will papercut anyone who freaking steals this! I will hunt you down, and papercut you to death! I swear to God and all that is holy, I will. So, JUST DON'T STEAL MY POEM!!!