The darkness has been closing in slowly
Soon it will be pitch black
I will only see the horrible parts of this life
I will only see reality
There will be no more faking it
No more calm smiles and nice words
There will be no incentive to keep up with that
The darkness is surrounding me
I can only pray I will make it out alive
I can only hope someone will come and save me
I can only hope God is real

*Written by me and only me. Steal and face my wrath, bitches.

I just did these designs a few days ago. They're some of my best work recently. Mostly because I haven't been spending much time on doing any designs or drawings lately. Anyway, are these any good do you think? Please leave me some feedback, it would really help out alot.

PS: If you even THINK about stealing that picture of my designs I will sue your ass like nobody's business. I've had someone steal my designs before, I'm not letting anyone else get away with it that easily. So just think before you steal. Remember, I am not messing around. I will go all crazy white girl on you. Swear to God and all that is holy. Don't say I didn't warn you.

Let's see...today was boring as hell!
But Intro to Design was pretty fun today. All we did all day was work on banners and posters for the homecoming parade this Saturday - which, in my case, is a lot more fun than sewing and stuff like that. I much prefer to draw or sketch or paint or something.
What else...um...oh! Today in lunch my friend Becka just started hysterically laughing out of no where. Which made everyone else, including moi, start laughing hysterically aswell. So funny. It still makes me giggle just thinking about it.
Hm....I'm texting Kourtni, Josh, Corey, Brandon, Ariel, and Melanie right now. Thank God Josh finally texted me back this morning. Thank God, thank God, thank God.
In other news, me and Kourtni are going to my homecoming dance together. The dance is this friday night. I wasn't going to go at first but then Kourtni brought up the idea of her coming with me, of course I couldn't turn down that offer. Me and K can have fun in even the most boring or annoying circumstances.
I'm going shopping for my homecoming dress and shoes and all that later today, with my mommy. Kourtni might be coming too; if her mom gets home from work early enough, that is.


So, yeah...that's about all I have to update you guys on. I might post some more pictures later, though.

Good morning everyone. It's almost noon and I am just now getting up. Awseome. And God, my back hurts for some reason. Off to go get something to eat. Peace.

I wanna get up outta this place
Fly away someplace where the grass is greener
Where no one judges you
Where you can be yourself all the time
I just wanna get out of here
Time to move my ass to a new place
I can't deal with this anymore
I have to keep putting up with it, though
Can't give up yet
Tomorrow is a new day
So let us see what the sun will bring with it
I need some more time to decide
Decide if getting away will work out
If it is really the right choice

-Poem written by moi. DO NOT STEAL. DO NOT USE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. I will papercut anyone who freaking steals this! I will hunt you down, and papercut you to death! I swear to God and all that is holy, I will. So, JUST DON'T STEAL MY POEM!!!

I just got finished watching Twilight. I swear to God that's like my 30th time watching it since I bought the DVD a couple months ago.
I just never get tired of that movie, or the books. And I can't wait for the second Twilight movie to start playing in theaters - it looks really good judging from the previews.
I guess you could say I've definitely become a major Twilight fanatic over the past few months - I remember back when I used to roll my eyes at the people obsessing over it. And now I'm one of the people obsessed with it. How ironic. Haha!
By the way, I am part of Team Edward :)

I don't really have crap to post about right now. My whole family went out to God knows where, so it's just me at home at the momment.
It's so quiet - which, by the way, is an awseome thing. It's very rarely quiet around here.

So, yeah. I think I might just call up a few friends and meet them somewhere to hang out for a bit so I'm not just sitting around twiddling my thumbs.
Either that or I'll start recording weird videos and taking random pictures. I guess you'll just have to wait to see which one I choose.